突破口語之獨白(13):Long Distance Love遠程戀愛

All my life I've been waiting for you...
The first time we talked, it was like we had known each other forever. I didn't even know you, but I felt like you were already an old friend. I waited in anticipation for months until I flew to Sweden to study at university in Stockholm. It seemed so far away, but I dreamed about what it would be like when you met me at the airport in Copenhagen.
And the day finally came, I was so nervous. For 9 hours over the Atlantic, my heart was pounding out of my chest. But when I finally saw you (with your little bouquet of flowers that was making you sneeze) and you ran to me and just about knocked me over with your hug. Well, I knew, I knew that everything I thought about you was true. I knew you would never hurt me. I knew I would tear down all the walls that I had built up around my heart for you, because I knew I now had you to protect me.
Every day I love you more. Even when we have misunderstandings, I can't stop thinking about how much I love you. Can you imagine how annoying it is for me when all I want to do is be angry about something that happened, but I can't because the second I look at you, my heart melts. It's annoying, but I love it. I love not being angry. I love not being selfish. I love doing things for you, just to do it, not for something in return.
This letter is a small gift to you. We missed having a honeymoon, and I know Hawaii's always been a dream for you. It's no guarantee, but I thought I'd try...
...I've finally found you, and I love everything about you, especially your "faults". I saved myself for you emotionally, mentally, spiritually and physically. I loved you before I knew you existed because I knew that God was saving someone for me.

我的整個生命一直爲你而守候……
當我們第一次聊天的時候，那感覺就好像我們早已瞭解對方。我甚至還不認識你，可是我感覺你已是我的老友。在期待中等待了數月，直到我飛往瑞典就讀於斯德哥爾摩大學。雖然好像遙不可及，可是我總想象着當你我在哥本哈根機場見面時，那將會是怎樣的一個情景。
這一天終於來臨。我無法按捺內心的緊張情緒。飛機在大西洋上空飛了9個小時，我的
心就要跳出來了。但是當我最終見到
你的時候，（雖然你手中的一小束鮮花讓你一直打噴嚏）你直奔向我，熱情的擁抱幾乎將我撞倒。這時，我知道，我知道我對於你的一切夢想都已成真，我知道你永遠不會傷害我，我知道我心中築起的所有防線都已崩潰，因爲我知道現在我有了你，有了你的保護。
我對你的愛意日益濃厚。縱然我們之間出現誤會的時候，我也會禁不住去想我有多麼愛你。你知道嗎？當一些不愉快的事情發生而讓我生氣的時候，我是多麼煩惱，可是一旦我再次見到你，我的心就軟了。雖然這很惱人，可是我喜歡。我不想生氣，也不想自私，我願意爲你做任何事情，一心爲你而做，不奢求一絲一毫的回報。
這封信是送給你的一份小禮。我們都想好好度一次蜜月，我也知道去夏威夷也一直是你的夢想，我不敢給你任何保證，可是我會努力的……
……最終我還是找到了你，我愛你的一切，特別是你的"缺點"。我的情感、內心、精神和身體都是爲了你而存在。在我認識你之前我就愛上了你，因爲我知道你就是上帝爲我安排的那個人。